Life Journey - After a lot of breakdowns, breakthroughs are coming

 
Let me introduce myself:
So my name is Maxime AKA Kwizzie, I'm 23 years young and I live in Antwerp, Belgium.
When I was 2, I encountered my first struggle in life. You are now wondering what could that be at such a young age. Well, I was emotionally and physically abused by my stepfather who was putting hot pans from the stove on my bare hands and putting me on a 2 meter high door and let me sit until I fell off.
When I was 4, I was playing in the garden with a ball and I saw through the metal gate to the street a man getting my 2 older sisters out of the back of the car to drop them off at home again.
So as I got older, I kept asking my mom and sisters the following question: Is he my dad? But I kept getting the same response: “Maxime, your father died from drugs in prison and he past away when you were born.’’
And you know what, I believed them. 
It was told by the people I loved that moment because they took care about me every single day!
 
Now fast forward, all my friends knew about this.. they all thought I was lying about the death of my father, I had a lot of trust issues back then. The moment I turned 18 I was at a Christmas party with my family and the whole evening my grandfather was calling me by the name "DIRK".. They wouldn't tell me who he was so we had a fight and broke up.
From that certain moment, I slept 3 weeks under a bridge and stayed with friends here and there.
Later on I searched him up on Facebook "Dirk Quisquater" and texted him:" Hey are you my dad?" and he replied, I'm glad you sent me this text message.. let’s meet.
We started bounding and today he is not only my father but also my WHY, my power to go through life.
Your why stands for what hurts you.
The thing that hurts me the most, is the time I’ve lost with him.
T.I.M.E. things I most experience and I couldn’t because my family lied to me my whole life. Therefore, I had trust issues.

Now let's fast forward, on 19/08/2017 around 8pm I had a motorcycle accident.
I remember 3 things:
the ambulance arrived, the paramedics cutting my clothes in order to check possible fractures and tickling my feet to check if I could still feel them but they realized that I could be paralysed from the waist down. I thought I was lost and after that I passed away.
From that moment on I remember waking up at the hospital. Realizing that I was still a life. Amen to that! Otherwise I was not here today to inspire you with my story. Let’s go on...
I had no job at the moment and also no financial support from anybody.
After 9 months recovering, I came through it and found my girlfriend with another man in my bedroom. She left me with 50K of debt because she was going to pay everything for me (nothing was ever paid in 9 months).
Once more, I lost everything again and also all the trust in people I've built up.
From that moment on I had two choices.
1.) was to jump off the bridge (what I almost did) but I shifted my mindset. Because I knew deep down this was not the way.. like running away from the devils that I needed to face in my life.
2.)  or facing my reality and starting to grow from that situation (that decision made me the person I am today).
 
 
From then on, I started to work hard (approximately between 250-300 hours every month) to pay off my debt.
 After living in this cycle for 3 years I’ve put my ego aside, started working a life dangerous job (which I’m still doing from this day) and I started to take my side hustle like 7 trillion business (which it is).
 And now I’m aligned with my goals, the vision, my WHY and myself.
As you can see, I love speaking to people. This is because Tony Robbins inspired me to make a big impact with my story. He is my hero, he is my number 1 mentor and a true example of leading people in the right direction.
My ultimate goal is to outwork Tony Robbins. To create time, location and financial freedom to inspire and impact thousands of lifes around the globe.
Now you know who is on the other side of the camera.
I want you to put one feeling in the chat box that is going through your mind right now. Because I know how hard the story can kick in with some people, don’t want to take that rollercoaster of emotions with us. We leave it once and for always here and now.

The thing is what I want to make clear to you is that you need to be aware of no matter where you’ve been through, never give up on yourself.
I hope I could inspire you to keep on going. Bless you